13 going on 30
Another entry for the insomniac person..
I just finished watching 13 going on 30. A nice movie I must say. It was about a girl making a wish and when she finally got it, she realized that not all things are worth being rushed into, or so the way I saw it. There was one line from the movie that made sense. You shouldn't regret your mistakes otherwise you wouldn't know what was the right thing. True. Though I neglect to admit, sometimes I regret the mistakes I've made in my life but I guess I have to learn to accept that the past can't be brought back and that you have to live with it. And not all mistakes are bad..
I can't tell whats the correct time for me now. I've been sleeping late again. My days are turning into nights. I could very well work for a call center and make money out of it. I was tempted to apply for a call center today. but then again, I held back. There's this thing they say that the first job you ever have should be related to your course so it would look good. Bloody hell..
Yass and all my high school friends are back to school. We were debating that school life was better, she voted not. She said it was better to be graduated from college to be able to live your own life. It may seem fun getting out of school but the thought of handling responsibilities and making decisions on your own is tough. I preferred school life. There, all you had to worry about was meeting deadline of projects and exams. But then again, in the real world, you don't have to stay up late to study for an exam and you don't have to sleep over other people's places to get the work done. In the real world, you hold your own rules. You live your own life. You can choose what to do. You have a life in short. There are benefits on both parties but I guess you wouldn't be wishing for the other life if you had fun with the life you have.
I don't have any new year resolutions anymore. I didn't even feel new year pass by. Like what mary said, it felt like another day passed by. I mean, by new year's eve, I was just seated on the floor waiting for the clock to strike 12 and say happy new year to myself and back to the puzzle. I was thinking how it would have felt if I were elsewhere.
I spent the rest of the new year day on the road to mary's new apartment which will hopefully be my place as well. But it was pretty small. Anyways, they invited me, actually forced me to go coz they were gonna have a small drinking session. By all means, we drank but the stairs to the roof top made it a wheee bit dizzy for me. hehe.. I became a blabbermouth that night and had straight english conversation with mary before turning in for the night. I got home around 8am in the morning while running into my cousin at mcdo in bayan. Spent endless hours on the damn puzzle that till now is still not finished.
And now, I'm up again at 3am without a clue as to why I'm up in the first place. I can't seem to go to sleep on time. I guess, it's become my habit to sleep on mornings ever since my programming days, which I hope to put into use one day..
Good night readers..
I just finished watching 13 going on 30. A nice movie I must say. It was about a girl making a wish and when she finally got it, she realized that not all things are worth being rushed into, or so the way I saw it. There was one line from the movie that made sense. You shouldn't regret your mistakes otherwise you wouldn't know what was the right thing. True. Though I neglect to admit, sometimes I regret the mistakes I've made in my life but I guess I have to learn to accept that the past can't be brought back and that you have to live with it. And not all mistakes are bad..
I can't tell whats the correct time for me now. I've been sleeping late again. My days are turning into nights. I could very well work for a call center and make money out of it. I was tempted to apply for a call center today. but then again, I held back. There's this thing they say that the first job you ever have should be related to your course so it would look good. Bloody hell..
Yass and all my high school friends are back to school. We were debating that school life was better, she voted not. She said it was better to be graduated from college to be able to live your own life. It may seem fun getting out of school but the thought of handling responsibilities and making decisions on your own is tough. I preferred school life. There, all you had to worry about was meeting deadline of projects and exams. But then again, in the real world, you don't have to stay up late to study for an exam and you don't have to sleep over other people's places to get the work done. In the real world, you hold your own rules. You live your own life. You can choose what to do. You have a life in short. There are benefits on both parties but I guess you wouldn't be wishing for the other life if you had fun with the life you have.
I don't have any new year resolutions anymore. I didn't even feel new year pass by. Like what mary said, it felt like another day passed by. I mean, by new year's eve, I was just seated on the floor waiting for the clock to strike 12 and say happy new year to myself and back to the puzzle. I was thinking how it would have felt if I were elsewhere.
I spent the rest of the new year day on the road to mary's new apartment which will hopefully be my place as well. But it was pretty small. Anyways, they invited me, actually forced me to go coz they were gonna have a small drinking session. By all means, we drank but the stairs to the roof top made it a wheee bit dizzy for me. hehe.. I became a blabbermouth that night and had straight english conversation with mary before turning in for the night. I got home around 8am in the morning while running into my cousin at mcdo in bayan. Spent endless hours on the damn puzzle that till now is still not finished.
And now, I'm up again at 3am without a clue as to why I'm up in the first place. I can't seem to go to sleep on time. I guess, it's become my habit to sleep on mornings ever since my programming days, which I hope to put into use one day..
Good night readers..
