New Year... 2006
2005 went by and now we're entering another year. This year may hold a lot of surprises. Some that can be enjoyed while others are gonna be cried upon. This is the start of a new life for me. And for everyone else. Its the time when the mistakes you've created in the past should stay in the past and be buried deep so the future would be clear ahead. That's my problem, I can never easily forget the past. But hopefully I will. Soon I hope to. The only things I want to forget about are the ones that left me in tears. Other than that, my memories with everyone is worth remembering. I'll remember the time when I didn't celebrate christmas and new years alone. I'll remember all the fun I had during my last college sems. I'll remember all the people that I got to know towards the end of school year. I'll remember my wildest adventures and my spontaneous acts. It's too bad I can't read back through my archives anymore. Somehow I lost them without remembering to keep a record of them. I guess I was absent minded to forget even those. And to think that there was so many memories there in my archives. It must be for the better. I've had treasured conversations with alot of people but I guess being in such a high-tech world, there are some flaws. That's why I always liked writing all my thoughts coz at least if I would ever reformat, they'd still be there.
This is my first new year celebration that felt so cold. Not because of the weather. Though I spent it with my brother, it felt different. I guess this is how it feels now. Something's missing from me and yet I can't find it. It's 4:17 in the morning and I'm writing a journal online. On our way home from my cousins place, I was thinking of how I would spend next year. Would it be like this year where when the clock struck 12 but my brother and me were just watching tv. I hope not,I hope next year it would be more fun. But as it turns out, I think my coming new years are just gonna be like this. I don't feel the festivity of the season anymore.
Year of the dog. I forgot what year I am.
Happy New Year my dear Readers. I hope your celebration was better than mine.
This is my first new year celebration that felt so cold. Not because of the weather. Though I spent it with my brother, it felt different. I guess this is how it feels now. Something's missing from me and yet I can't find it. It's 4:17 in the morning and I'm writing a journal online. On our way home from my cousins place, I was thinking of how I would spend next year. Would it be like this year where when the clock struck 12 but my brother and me were just watching tv. I hope not,I hope next year it would be more fun. But as it turns out, I think my coming new years are just gonna be like this. I don't feel the festivity of the season anymore.
Year of the dog. I forgot what year I am.
Happy New Year my dear Readers. I hope your celebration was better than mine.
