Sunday, September 10, 2006 

Rest in Peace


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My dog 'Bitoy' passed away today. I felt so down watching my dog die. You know the feeling when you watched him grow before your eyes, you gave him a bath, you fed him, you played with him... I have this weakness for pets and I get so attached to them. Sila na lang kasi ang kakampi ko dito tas mawawala pa sila. He was so malambing. He would greet me with a wagging tail and you can feel his love for you by wiping his face on you. He was nice to hug coz he didn't argue. He'd like it actually. If you moved away from him, he would run after you. He would follow me when I would leave the house. And greet me no matter how late I came home. He never growled at me. I cried so much watching him go through it. I'm still crying now coz it hurts to lose someone you love. And I loved my dog so much. Now the house is so quiet. . I miss him terrible.

And how inconsiderate of other people to find it humorous to cry over a dog. How insulting to think it was a show. How inappropriate to make fun of the death of my dog. You don't have a heart of gold because if you did, you would sympathize and you wouldn't find it amusing.

Thursday, September 07, 2006 

Life as i know it....

Whew!! My 2 and a half week of torture from work is 'finally' over or lets hope it is over.. hehe..

For 2 weeks, I went to work early and I would arrive home around 12 midnight only to follow the same routine. The pressure you get from being a responsible individual can be stressful. But alas, my worry nights are over. I can sleep peacefully now.. Well, actually I sleep peacefully coz I've been tired.

Let's see...what's new with my life now?? Hmm... lately I've been buried with work, with problems.. with life. Hehe.. naisip ko tuloy na hindi pa ako pwde magkaroon ng love life..ayusin ko muna buhay ko.. I don't want to depend on anyone. Tama na yung buhat ko sarili kong problema. Sana lang may sasalo sa akin sa oras na bibitaw na ako..

thanks Joseph for dinner last night..Life saver ka talaga kahit kelan. laki na talaga ng utang ko sayo.. babawi din ako... soon.... =)

Belated happy birthday ka Mary Mationg nung Sept 5.. Happy birthday naman k Ian Calalang today.. Sana happy kayo and enjoy the new year spread out for you. I know I am.. Time sure is fast....


Hmm... I have plans... plans.... dreams...

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I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do


Rascal Flatts - What hurts the most...