It's been a while
It's been quite a while since I was able to blog and now that I finally have the chance, let's hope I continue to keep blogging.I'm a procastinator and I tend to keep forgetting to blog or when I do start, I get lazy after the first sentence. I don't know. It's like I kinda got tired or writing about my life for a while. I didn't know living could be tiring as well. I didn't think there would come a time when I would say that I was tired.
So where have I been this past months? I've been drowning myself in work. I've turned into a workaholic. My life evolved around going to work for the five working days and having the last day as a regular night over at my bestfriend's place. It was like a ritual where friday night was an assurance that I would not come home. That I'd be hanging out, literally hanging out with mary. We usually just sat at starbucks and talked about problems in life, her lovelife versus my family life..go figure which one was first. I guess as you grow older, things don't change, they just get bigger. And no matter how many times you complain about your problems, they don't solve themselves. They just sit in one place so that they will remind you every bloody day that they are still there.
anyways, the question people keep on asking me. "how's your lovelife?".. my answer, I have no time for men. You heard and read it right. I refuse to make time for men. Last time I did, it only turned out bad.And this isn't with you if you're thinking it is.. Don't get me wrong okai, I'm not the heartless bitch yet! I just don't wanna get into the sweet coy things that couples get into. First and foremost, I'm busy trying to survive my life that having a lovelife can't seem to fit into my life. Second, did you know that single life is more enjoyable?Not having to inform anyone where you are every 5 minutes, less expensive, no more jealousy shit, no more fights and all the other single things that can be done. I don't mean to be bitter guys, this is just who I am now. I realized a lot from my mistakes in the past and it was hard to recover from them. I should know coz I changed myself. But just because I don't want a relationship now doesn't mean I don't wanna hang out with guys. Hell no, I enjoy hanging out with guys. They make me forget about problems in life. Girls are for drama time and having guys in the group are for fun. You get to hear all their funny jokes and read their tiny minds( no offense).
So where have I been this past months? I've been drowning myself in work. I've turned into a workaholic. My life evolved around going to work for the five working days and having the last day as a regular night over at my bestfriend's place. It was like a ritual where friday night was an assurance that I would not come home. That I'd be hanging out, literally hanging out with mary. We usually just sat at starbucks and talked about problems in life, her lovelife versus my family life..go figure which one was first. I guess as you grow older, things don't change, they just get bigger. And no matter how many times you complain about your problems, they don't solve themselves. They just sit in one place so that they will remind you every bloody day that they are still there.
anyways, the question people keep on asking me. "how's your lovelife?".. my answer, I have no time for men. You heard and read it right. I refuse to make time for men. Last time I did, it only turned out bad.And this isn't with you if you're thinking it is.. Don't get me wrong okai, I'm not the heartless bitch yet! I just don't wanna get into the sweet coy things that couples get into. First and foremost, I'm busy trying to survive my life that having a lovelife can't seem to fit into my life. Second, did you know that single life is more enjoyable?Not having to inform anyone where you are every 5 minutes, less expensive, no more jealousy shit, no more fights and all the other single things that can be done. I don't mean to be bitter guys, this is just who I am now. I realized a lot from my mistakes in the past and it was hard to recover from them. I should know coz I changed myself. But just because I don't want a relationship now doesn't mean I don't wanna hang out with guys. Hell no, I enjoy hanging out with guys. They make me forget about problems in life. Girls are for drama time and having guys in the group are for fun. You get to hear all their funny jokes and read their tiny minds( no offense).
