Saturday, October 15, 2005 

One hell of a week

Monday - Met mehrey and april at school, accompanied them to the fitting of the GC polo and shirts then went to glorietta while pril took an exam at accenture. Got a call from Axis Global for the second interview with the manager. Came home 10pm
Tuesday - mehrey had an interview with the same company at 9am so we met at gateway after her interview and had lunch together. After lunch, we met up with Dong. We talked for a while, shared a few laughs...then we split because he was late again and we had an interview at 3pm. We met pril at the mrt station and took a bus. When we got there, there were other applicants who were scheduled for an interview. There we met new people, Agnes, Leslis and Kaye. Kaye was the one who did most of the talking. She's considered to be the ice breaker for us. We finished the second interview almost by 5pm so when we got to glorietta we had dinner and walked around. During the course of our meeting with Dong, we talked also about the past. I said that I wouldn't make the same mistake again. I'd even avoid if possible. On my way home i received a text message from an unknown number. It turns out ot be the one who left me in the dumps, the one who crushed me so bad, the one who crashed my walls. It's as of nothing ever happened and he even invited me to take an exam at his company. And what did I do? I agreed. I took the exam. When we met that day, it was as if nothing happened. He treated me as if he never left me. The ****!! It's because of him that I closed my heart. Its because of him that I learned to be cold hearted and not care if there were other people willing to love me. Because of him, I learned to be on my own. I learned to love my own company.
Wednesday - I met with him, took the exam, left the building and figured out how to get to mehrey's pad. I got lost because I didn't cross when she said to cross. But at least I managed to reach her place in one piece and I did that all with just 1 pesos worth of credit. I spent the day there rattling how stupid i was to actually go and take the exam in the first place. Wouldn't you agree?!Anyways, I received an invitation to take an exam at SPI plus a final interview at Axis and oh yeah I had an interview at his company. I got home and slept throughout.
Thursday - Up at 5am and gone by 630am. I went to the interview, left mehrey and shen to take the exam i took and met with Dong. I needed to talk to someone who would talk sense into me and tell me what I did was wrong and he was just the guy. Oh yeah, he's the same guy who treated me before to BK. He made me realize what i was going to go through in case I pursued my application. when we split, it got me thinking real hard and I knew that I wouldn't want to go through what i went before. Sure I became cold hearted but it is my nature to be friendly to everyone. Anyways, on to the final exam. It went pretty well.So off to g4 again and had dinner and came home by 10pm as always
Friday - Exam at SPI, i had it rescheduled for today!Damn,I didn't want to wake up, I was already thinking of backing out but then again, It was my bro's company and he looks eager to make me work there. Took the exam, met mehrey and pril again at makati and then went home. All of a sudden i just missed home. I mean, it was hard waking up 5am every day and coming home 10pm..my energy was drained.

Thats pretty much how i spent my week. and damn was i tired.

On yeah, i declined my application at the company. I did something right for myself for the first time.

Thursday, October 06, 2005 

What a day...ehehehe

What a day...Let's see, if i start back from sunday,i woke up really late which isn't new to me, I slept around 330am only to wake up an hour later and do the usualy routine.. I had a job interview scheduled on monday 9am and if you'r coming from cavite, you'd wake up at this time and get the hell out of your house before you reach 6am. Trust me, thats what you need to do to avoid being stuck in 2 or 3 hours of traffic.

So as my week goes by, when we get to the interview the person who was suppose to interview us wasnt able to make it, bad luck huh?Imagine we were waiting for like 2 hours to get our exam done instead and man can that exam drain your brains coz my was drained. No kidding, when we got to the mall, we just ate lunch, walked for like 20 to 30 minutes and I wanted to get home because I was dead tired. I fell asleep on the bus as always, woke up just in time to get down and when I got home, I had to wait for my classmate, wot, who was planning to crash my place that nyt. She came around 10 or 11, raided my closets for formal attire and slept. I on the other hand had to make use of the computer while she was asleep. I went onlyn, searched for a job but then my system was shutting down..literally and actually shutting down.So i woke upwot in time for her to do what she had to do and i went straight to sleep. I had to make her coffee first(argh!!!). Then she woke me up at 440am ready to leave my house.. Imagine what thesis does to an individual.. Nawawala na sa circulation ng katawan yung tamang gawain.. Take me as a perfect example. Ever since thesis ended, my days have turned to night..

So tuesday comes and I wake up 630 pm...talk about spending the day right..I didnt sleep all the way up to my interview the next day at 930am...yeah i know, what am I thinking, i have an exam and Im not sleeping..i dont know, i guess it became a habit of mine...I kinda got it from my dad, always restless kapag may lakad the following day

So, along with the interview...haha...talk about being respectable sa interview..She asked me a question and since I'm using to being a slang when talking i english..instead of answering yes, i said yup...
hehehe..the interview went well..kinda liked the position they have...sana matanggap

Anyways....here i am at 130am and i have another exam sa isang company sa makati...what am i doing?writing my journal..hahaha..
no wonder i was hospitalized...hahaha..

Oh yeah, scope of the day..i went out or hung out with one of my buddies...hehe..sarap talaga ng libre...
Secret lang natin..crush ko yung nanlibre sa kin..hehe...mabait..find him cute..tsaka ubod ng sweet...
Hay naku....
relationships are out of the question...as in..wala pa sa utak ko yung pumasok sa isang relationship..
kaya kung may mga nagbabalak,,,sorry tol tropa na lang muna tau..
magulo mundo ko..wag ka na makisali...
peace!