My day was almost fine...until I ruined it..
What is it about text messages that can be so addicting?especially when the network has the promo of being unlimited?hmm...it's been a while since I last got into texting,reasons behind was because I had no credit,not much would text me and I lost the interest to using my cellphone as a text gadget. Anyways,i registered to the unlimited of globe users for 2 days and for it not to go to waste,I went on and forwarded quotes that I would soon loose interest in reading and sent it to other globe users to avail of the unlimited. I also forwarded some quotes to non globe subscribers to humor them and let them know that "hey she's gor credit" or "nice quote" or just for laughs to let them know that I still have their names existing in my phone book.But after sending, I was dismayed because I realized that not all quotes are meant for all.Here's where my insensitivenss(is there even a word?) comes in. I sometimes forget to know how my relationship with the receiver is and just send the message away,not knowing that what my initial reaction to the quote would not necessarily have the same effect on the receiver.
Whenever I get dismayed or get upset(the right word) with how others actions are towards me,I tend to bring the bitterness within me outside. I become coldhearted and don't care. Not actually don't care but I tend to become blank about things and think nothing of them. I tend to close my mind again and destroy the little fun I had inside of me. The moodiness(word??) inside me comes out and my day is ruined instead of it going fine. Sweet sentiments to me become nothing when my mood is ruined. I can't appreciate little thoughtful things. It's like the cruelty inside me rises up and doesn't want to go down.I don't want to be open,I don't want to hear others. I don't want to be near others. I don't have a care in the world.I start to become angry I think. I can't even explain what goes on in me. It's just that I start to have the "I don't care syndrome."I start to delete things that before would mean alot to me. There was a time when my cell phone was flooding with quotes but then one day,after being treated so unfairly I erased 90% of it. I left around only 20 messages,which were jokes and erased even the sweetest message from someone I liked. I would go down that low or that far when I started to care less. Till now I still leave my cellphone astray. When before I would have it near me. Now,I'd leave it in one room and be in the other. I even stopped putting it in loud profile.I used to reply to others who would text me regardless of the hour but then that all went away. I would not even reply.It would take me a day or two to send back a reply. The only use I found for my cellphone would be the only means of communication with my mom and an instant radio for travel.
So what is it about quotes if it can't please everyone?If it had a different meaning than the one you thought of?hmmmm....looks like I'm gona start deleting again. she's back in me. the person who didn't care in the world. The person who wasn't afraid to come home at 9 in the evening.It would still be early. the person who didn't care of what others thought of her. "Screw them" I would say. If I can't please them,then I'll stay away from them.
This is bad. My day was ruined all because of what?My insentiveness.
Whenever I get dismayed or get upset(the right word) with how others actions are towards me,I tend to bring the bitterness within me outside. I become coldhearted and don't care. Not actually don't care but I tend to become blank about things and think nothing of them. I tend to close my mind again and destroy the little fun I had inside of me. The moodiness(word??) inside me comes out and my day is ruined instead of it going fine. Sweet sentiments to me become nothing when my mood is ruined. I can't appreciate little thoughtful things. It's like the cruelty inside me rises up and doesn't want to go down.I don't want to be open,I don't want to hear others. I don't want to be near others. I don't have a care in the world.I start to become angry I think. I can't even explain what goes on in me. It's just that I start to have the "I don't care syndrome."I start to delete things that before would mean alot to me. There was a time when my cell phone was flooding with quotes but then one day,after being treated so unfairly I erased 90% of it. I left around only 20 messages,which were jokes and erased even the sweetest message from someone I liked. I would go down that low or that far when I started to care less. Till now I still leave my cellphone astray. When before I would have it near me. Now,I'd leave it in one room and be in the other. I even stopped putting it in loud profile.I used to reply to others who would text me regardless of the hour but then that all went away. I would not even reply.It would take me a day or two to send back a reply. The only use I found for my cellphone would be the only means of communication with my mom and an instant radio for travel.
So what is it about quotes if it can't please everyone?If it had a different meaning than the one you thought of?hmmmm....looks like I'm gona start deleting again. she's back in me. the person who didn't care in the world. The person who wasn't afraid to come home at 9 in the evening.It would still be early. the person who didn't care of what others thought of her. "Screw them" I would say. If I can't please them,then I'll stay away from them.
This is bad. My day was ruined all because of what?My insentiveness.
