Behind these Hazel Eyes
Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me
I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight, everything it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong
Now I can't breathe, no I can't sleep
I’m barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything, opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright, for once in my life
Now all that’s left of me is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
Cause I can’t breathe, no I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me, then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you, it kills me now
No, I don’t cry on the outside anymore
Anymore
Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
It's because of this song and other songs preformed by Kelly Clarkson that helped me rise up again.I went through some hardship in the past and as I mentioned before,music is one of my favorites and music helped me get through. Some say it doesn't work but for me it did. A couple of loud music and I was able to smile again but I know the pain is still there.I don't blame any one but myself. It was my decision to be in the mess I was and no one else was to blame but me. I also had my friends to help me out. But I guess nothing would happen unless I made a move myself. Imagine spending a birthday with a burden.Sucks doesn't it?Well, that's life. You go through alot of bullshit before actually being happy. My birthday turned out to be nothing more than an ordinary day. I spent it with a colleague and at a place that I don't normally hang out in. She said to do something spontaneous and next thing I know,I chopped off my shoulder lenght hair and exchanged it for a boyish hair cut. Talk about being spontaneous. Well, the reaction I got from others weren't at all surprising. I got the usual comments that I resembled a guy.Others said that it suited me better. But for me, it was an outlet of anger. I remember Eli said that he was falling for me with my new look. Haha.. As if. I knew who he had eyes on..Secret..hehe As if it's still a secret.
I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight, everything it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong
Now I can't breathe, no I can't sleep
I’m barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything, opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright, for once in my life
Now all that’s left of me is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
Cause I can’t breathe, no I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me, then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you, it kills me now
No, I don’t cry on the outside anymore
Anymore
Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
It's because of this song and other songs preformed by Kelly Clarkson that helped me rise up again.I went through some hardship in the past and as I mentioned before,music is one of my favorites and music helped me get through. Some say it doesn't work but for me it did. A couple of loud music and I was able to smile again but I know the pain is still there.I don't blame any one but myself. It was my decision to be in the mess I was and no one else was to blame but me. I also had my friends to help me out. But I guess nothing would happen unless I made a move myself. Imagine spending a birthday with a burden.Sucks doesn't it?Well, that's life. You go through alot of bullshit before actually being happy. My birthday turned out to be nothing more than an ordinary day. I spent it with a colleague and at a place that I don't normally hang out in. She said to do something spontaneous and next thing I know,I chopped off my shoulder lenght hair and exchanged it for a boyish hair cut. Talk about being spontaneous. Well, the reaction I got from others weren't at all surprising. I got the usual comments that I resembled a guy.Others said that it suited me better. But for me, it was an outlet of anger. I remember Eli said that he was falling for me with my new look. Haha.. As if. I knew who he had eyes on..Secret..hehe As if it's still a secret.
