Soon my miseries are all gonna be over
Well, 2 days more or so before our "4th" try on passing...Hope this is the last and final draw of it.Because seriously im sick and tired of it..Its fun though, having the rush of wanting to complete it but its getting tiring...I want to get a job as soon as possible coz i wana get stuff.I'm sick of wanting to wait for financial aid from my parents when i should be the one to give them that.And me flunking wasn't exactly helpful..Damn!
Well, its been a while since i was able to post here..Nothing much has happened though.My life is still the same old, same old.I've once again lost weight,which i shouldn't be.I havent had a decent sleep for 3 days now, im broke(which isnt't a new story), tired from all the things happening in my life.
Life has its msyteries.Till now im still stuck in my hole when i should be out by now.It seems as if i dont want to leave.I guess im afraid of wanting to see things differently,im trying to live in the past.Back where i was on my own with no worries and lies,back when i would enjoy the company of whoever came by.back when i was new to things.I' ve lost myself now,not knowing how to find my way back.Though my friends are there, these are things that you have to do on your own,things that you have work on.
maybe if i had learned my lesson in the past, i wouldn't be here where i am now.I wouldn't be pushing people away from me.I dont know, ive learned to somewhat show concern for others feelings,ive learned to stop feeling for them and making sure they wont get hurt. I only care for my dear friends and family.
No one knows about this account except for my best friend...Its not the kind of thing you'd wana share with them.These entries contain nothing interesting....
soon im gonna delete this account..
Well, its been a while since i was able to post here..Nothing much has happened though.My life is still the same old, same old.I've once again lost weight,which i shouldn't be.I havent had a decent sleep for 3 days now, im broke(which isnt't a new story), tired from all the things happening in my life.
Life has its msyteries.Till now im still stuck in my hole when i should be out by now.It seems as if i dont want to leave.I guess im afraid of wanting to see things differently,im trying to live in the past.Back where i was on my own with no worries and lies,back when i would enjoy the company of whoever came by.back when i was new to things.I' ve lost myself now,not knowing how to find my way back.Though my friends are there, these are things that you have to do on your own,things that you have work on.
maybe if i had learned my lesson in the past, i wouldn't be here where i am now.I wouldn't be pushing people away from me.I dont know, ive learned to somewhat show concern for others feelings,ive learned to stop feeling for them and making sure they wont get hurt. I only care for my dear friends and family.
No one knows about this account except for my best friend...Its not the kind of thing you'd wana share with them.These entries contain nothing interesting....
soon im gonna delete this account..
