As usual, i woke up past lunch time to another empty house.I left home with an empty stomach,something which I shouldn't be doing or else it's back to the hospital bed for me.Only few people knew about that.Oh well,it was because of my carelessness.I was too lazy to actually eat right.three das and two nights were enough to convince me to eat right but not ebough to keep my promise of taking care of my health.I don't know,I guess it's always great to have parents around to take care of you.My friend's were cool.They stopped by only to see me drugged.I came from a check up which left me sedated till morning.So, even if they came,all I did was stare at them and it was off to dream land.I have to say, the only place to rest well was at the hospital..hehe..
Anyways,since I was late,I was racing against time to get to my educational plan and check if I could still grab some cash for a decent education.Unfortunately,what I will be receiving will be my last payment.Oh well,had I not flunked my thesis,I would have gotten the cash to myself but all's well that end's well, it lands in the bank of my school which will soon be gone all because of a wish of an old man.Really pathetic!Not the fact that he is old,the fact of stealing a legacy which wasn't and is never gonna be his.My brother was right.He'll be deadso what's the point of all of his greed for being known.So there, I came in late,left late and got home late.
Being an addict chatter and finally admitting it,I went online but left the pc table and had dinner.After dinner was the never ending for life and part of women's work, the laundry.But being a bad girl, I only did mine and left the others to my brother.If we're lucky, he won't have to do his.
I'm gonna take this time to say sorry to someone that I hurt so badly.He didn't even deserve to be treated like the way I treated him.Something must be wrong with me.Terribly wrong.As said by many and proven by the ones who know me,I am a contradicting person.I will never learn from my mistakes in life though I know I should.I'm sorry if once again I've left you hanging.I had no plans of leaving you out again.But I thank you for being there for me when I was done.Thanks for caring so much for me and not expecting anything in return.Thanks for understanding me even for just a bit.Thanks for having such a huge patience with me.Seeing how our history is,anyone's patience would have been gone by one.Thanks.I'm sorry if all I've been doing is giving nothing but pain.Even if you won't admit it, or it looks as if it's not what I'm doing,I'm sorry.You're special in a way that I can never find a reason to hate you.Many are not fond of you but yet I don't mind the way that you are;special in a sense that I can talk about anything under the sun;special that I can cry to you and find comfort and strenght to face the day again;special in a way that you are unique.I believe in you because till now you're still here having conversations with me and trying to understand me though I know that I can never be understood.I believe in you because like you said,you will never break your promise.I admire you for risking anything and doing anything.not every one can do what you do.Not even me.You are unique.We are two very different people,though having similar ideas and dreams and likes,we have totally different opinions and perspective in life and in love.We can talk about anything yet limit it to some things only....
I'm sorry is all I have to say...
Anyways,since I was late,I was racing against time to get to my educational plan and check if I could still grab some cash for a decent education.Unfortunately,what I will be receiving will be my last payment.Oh well,had I not flunked my thesis,I would have gotten the cash to myself but all's well that end's well, it lands in the bank of my school which will soon be gone all because of a wish of an old man.Really pathetic!Not the fact that he is old,the fact of stealing a legacy which wasn't and is never gonna be his.My brother was right.He'll be deadso what's the point of all of his greed for being known.So there, I came in late,left late and got home late.
Being an addict chatter and finally admitting it,I went online but left the pc table and had dinner.After dinner was the never ending for life and part of women's work, the laundry.But being a bad girl, I only did mine and left the others to my brother.If we're lucky, he won't have to do his.
I'm gonna take this time to say sorry to someone that I hurt so badly.He didn't even deserve to be treated like the way I treated him.Something must be wrong with me.Terribly wrong.As said by many and proven by the ones who know me,I am a contradicting person.I will never learn from my mistakes in life though I know I should.I'm sorry if once again I've left you hanging.I had no plans of leaving you out again.But I thank you for being there for me when I was done.Thanks for caring so much for me and not expecting anything in return.Thanks for understanding me even for just a bit.Thanks for having such a huge patience with me.Seeing how our history is,anyone's patience would have been gone by one.Thanks.I'm sorry if all I've been doing is giving nothing but pain.Even if you won't admit it, or it looks as if it's not what I'm doing,I'm sorry.You're special in a way that I can never find a reason to hate you.Many are not fond of you but yet I don't mind the way that you are;special in a sense that I can talk about anything under the sun;special that I can cry to you and find comfort and strenght to face the day again;special in a way that you are unique.I believe in you because till now you're still here having conversations with me and trying to understand me though I know that I can never be understood.I believe in you because like you said,you will never break your promise.I admire you for risking anything and doing anything.not every one can do what you do.Not even me.You are unique.We are two very different people,though having similar ideas and dreams and likes,we have totally different opinions and perspective in life and in love.We can talk about anything yet limit it to some things only....
I'm sorry is all I have to say...
